2005-03-09 at 12:26 a.m.
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I wonder if people can truly see themselves. Like truly see how they come off to other people. My roommate is bratty and whiny and snobby and young and stupid. But she thinks she's the best thing to hit UIS in ages. I dunno. I just know that i would never want to be so misinformed as she comes off as being. Like her whole engagement. WTF? She argues with this guy all day, he cheated on her, they live 3 hrs apart, cannot agree on anything, dont trust each other, dont know how to deal with their emotions. But she feels like she can criticize my emotions, like im young and dumb. Ive never been in love, true, but i dont think im ready to really treat relationships seriously. I cannot begin to want to share my life with someone when i dont even know myself, not well enough anyway. I just wish i could tell her how i feel. But i know its none of my business. I shouldnt even care. She's lost. But i dont need to tell her that. Ok. Ive vented.